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What is an emo?
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RaysaIn this world you see child… You learn … Hell is alive and well So is heaven, but why think of that child?
The days will pass and you will see what I mean Nothing and everything can stop any dreams
So live now Or never live child
Let your mind free Fight those who disagree
…………child…………

Rayza Raysa
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untitledFrustrated cuz I cant Tell if its real, Mad cuz I don’t
know how you feel, upset cuz we can’t
make it right, sad cuz I need you
day and night, angry cuz you wont
take my hand,
aggravated cuz you don’t understand disappointed cuz we cant be together but still…. Will love you forever untitled
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damn you public skewl

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 1:25 PM

deviantart has been blocked at school, so i cant really get on!!

anyway, i've writ an a**load of poetry, and i hope you'll bear with me a little longer till i can post them up

i'd like to thank blackheart276 for being such an amazing poet, you helpdd me get on mah feet as a poet!!! UNDYING GRATITUDE!!

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Mood: Neutral
Listening to: the sounds of apathy
Watching: the world not giving a shit
Eating: a brownie

deviantID

Um.... im 6 foot two, a poet, like to play guitar... blonde hair, brown eyes, too skinny...

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

Boulevard of Broken dreams-Green Day
Everybody's fool-Evanesance
No Jesus Christ- Seether

STEP TWO:
– Name: Ben
– Birth date: September 15th
– Nickname: Bj, Bubbles, Crow, Blaze
– Eye Color: Brown
– Hair Color: Blonde
– Zodiac Sign: Dog/Virgo (yes, i know. im a female dog. im a bitch)

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: Airwalks
– Your weaknesses: i have almost no spine when it comes to women
– Your fear(s): rejection
– Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni, Extra cheese, Sausage, Green Peppers, Onions, olives, mushrooms, ham
– Goal you’d like to achieve: solo artist (as in music)

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: none
– Your bedtime? midnight
– Most missed memory? none of your buisness

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's
– Adidas or Nike: adidas
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
– Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: No
– Curse: ya
– Sing: all the time
– Dance: no
– Take a shower everyday: usually
– Have a crush: totally
- Do you think you’ve been in love?: ...
– Want to go to college: no
– Want to get married: Yes
– Get motion sickness: No
– Think you’re attractive: no
– Think you’re a health freak: No
– Get along with your parents: almost never

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
– Eaten sushi: no
– Been on stage: yes
– Gone skating: no
– Made homemade cookies: No
--Stolen anything: yes

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: yup
– If so, was it mixed company: no
– Been beaten up: No
– Shoplifted: yup

STEP NINE:
- Emo step is emo: good luck with that

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: brown
– Best hair color?: Brown
– Short hair or long hair?: either
– Height: About a 6 inches shorter then i am. or more. the girl i like is like, 5 feet tall

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
– Number of CDs that I own: 16
– Number of tattoos: none
– Number of piercings: none anymore

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday?: family. all. fuckng. day.
What woke you up this morning? chemicals collide-Boys Like Girls
Where are you? Tennessee. grandparents den
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? idk. im in tennessee, so it probably will
Do you like anybody? a beautiful girl

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public?: yup
Passed out because of alcohol?: nope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: Autumn(the above mentioned girl)

THE FUTURE
-What kind of home would you like? my great grandmothers old lake house
-Where do you see yourself in 5 years? convoy driver in the army
IN GENERAL
-Do you like candy necklaces? No
-When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? about 5 minutes ago
-Do you listen to music every day? ecery second i get
-Do you still go trick or treating? i didn go this year
-What was the last thing you ate? a brownie
-Are you a fast typer? semi. full keypad on mah fone helps
-Whats your favorite type of pop? Dr. Pepper
-have you ever moved? mamy times. might move again soon
-Have you ever won an award? Yes
-Are you listening to music right now? Yes
-When were you the saddest in your whole life? none of ur buisnees
-What time is it? 3:47 PM
-Do you use eBay to buy or sell? No
-Who makes you mad? many, many things/people
-Have you ever had a song written about you? i dont think so. i've written about many people though
-Something you want to happen in 2010? get and maintain a girlfriend
-Summer 2010? idk
-Honestly, do you miss 2008?: why would i?

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? blue
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? Autumn
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? um.... typing...playin guitar..
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? No
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? My cousin cailey
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? um..... no.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most often? People
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yuppers
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? No
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? yes
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? not anymore
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? yup
17. Honestly, are you in denial? um.... idk
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? No
19. Honestly, do you like anyone?: how many times am i expected to answer this?
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? ya

ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you’re mad? I bottle it up
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? kicked a guy in the balls as hard as i could while wearing steel toed combat boots
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? yes
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? i get real quiet..

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? hell if i know
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Yup
4. What usually makes you cry? people. girls.

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? nope
2. What makes you the happiest? no comment
3. Do you believe in yourself? No